You Are Not There

I'm leaving here. I'm leaving you for good. You are not there (when I needed you). All that was wanted was magic, all you do is disappoint. Somewhere something beautiful waiting, why let it wait longer? You had other plans, so do I. I am engulfed in these tragedies, for seek them not did I. They chase me through blackened streets, snapping at my clicking feet. It was miles from here, where you were. You didn't understand. I'm better on my own. Walls are us. Around us, crashing down, letting down us.

Nothing will ever be the same as it was, especially not when we imagined it all from the start.