You (The Unexpected)

There you are, some beacon of hope when all is okay but nothing quite feels so powerful and glowing. In the night, the radiating warmth of light and potential love. Once more everything I least expect falling at my feet, and can I genuinely collect it up, all for myself, or should I accept it will never be close enough to me? The wind comes along and carries it from me, like leaves in autumn sorrow. Just to lay my eyes on you, upon you, for how lucky they have been, and the thoughts that linger behind the eyes, that orchestrate the way the heart can feel, ah, well I thank you and all for those. I lose myself in the words, in writing, in thoughts of you and you and you, and it never ends. Sleep come for me, sleep wrap me up. Take me to her, take me to you. Standing out, as you do, nothing will ever be the same. Not ever again.